Welcome to the Monkeyhouse

I couldn't find these lyrics to this obscure hipster 1990s song anywhere on the Googles, so this is my best guess at what they might be. I feel the most unsure about the "I super glue" line from the chorus. It could plausibly be "I'm super good," "I super go," "I'm superglue," "I'm Supergirl," etc. Feel free to weigh in with your thoughts. 

"Welcome to the Monkeyhouse" by Knox Chandler and Maggie Estep (March 20, 1963 - February 12, 2014), Love is a Dog From Hell, 1997 Mouth Almighty Records/Mercury

By Mercury Records, Fair use

Let the riotous rumble start

Open up the valves of my heart

Let me stand on the edge of the world

With a grin on my face

Let me dance jaggedly

All over the place

Kiss me, I ache

Feed me, I want

What we all want

Try me, I'm good

Au naturel

I super glue

I will sail the fifty seas

By day, by night, and in between

I will swallow whole the night

And spit it back out turned to day

I will go where the wild things are

I will stretch and reach and romp

I'll sail into years and weeks

I will be queen of all the freaks

Several of the lyrics reference Maurice Sendak's text

Kiss me, I ache

Feed me, I want

What we all want

Try me, I'm good

Au naturel

I super glue

Humans are not the most important

The heir of one true life

And get lost in nothingness

The soul is a spark of light

An undying part of the huge hole

To come and go many turns

Of the air and earth and the Great Beyond

To unfold, to hold and release

A great breath, a spirit, and a sigh

Let the riotous rumble start

C'mon, make it dance in my heart

Attention shoppers, now hear this:

I am coming to understand the exact nature of this bliss

Kiss me, I ache

Feed me, I want

What we all want

Try me, I'm good

Au naturel

I super glue

Kiss me, I ache (x8)

(fade out)

In the above clip, Estep reads a piece by Jack Kerouac. One can hear the influence of the Beat poets in the verse that begins, "Humans are not the most important."

If you like Maggie Estep, I recommend to you the poet Jessie Lynn McMains (they/them or she/her pronouns; Jessie is nonbinary). 

Deliberate Cruelty

Content warning for discussion of suicide

Earlier today, I finished reading Deliberate Cruelty: Truman Capote, the Millionaire's Wife, and the Murder of the Century by Roseanne Montillo.

The "millionaire's wife" is Ann Woodward, a Kansas-born New York socialite and former exotic dancer who married Billy Woodward, the heir of a banking family. On Halloween night in 1955, Ann shot and killed Billy in their home after they arrived home from a dinner party at which fellow attendees had heard them argue. The evidence seems to suggest that Ann murdered Billy. She always contended that she mistook him for the prowler who'd recently stolen cars and broken into garages in the neighborhood. Although the grand jury declined to charge Ann with a crime, she became a pariah in New York Cafe Society. 

Years ago, when I watched the movie Capote starring Philip Seymour Hoffman, I said I didn't think it was factually accurate that Truman Capote was present at the executions of Richard Hickok and Perry Smith. I was wrong, as Montillo states in her book. Harper Lee wasn't there, but Capote was, with his editor Joseph Fox. (Fox edited and published the extant chapters of Answered Prayers after Capote's 1984 death.) 

An insight shared by Kansas Bureau of Investigations agent Alvin Dewey and the movie Capote is that Truman Capote and Perry Smith shared and recognized similarities in one another. Both longed for their mothers' attention; both lost their mothers to suicide. Both were short-statured men, dreamy, thoughtful, and intelligent. Capote may have seen Perry Smith as a sort of dark mirror of himself.

Montillo's insight is into the ways in which Ann Woodward and Truman Capote mirrored one another. Woodward became a social outcast after the shooting of her husband. Capote was cast out of the society of his "swans," the society women who considered him a friend, in 1975 when Esquire magazine published his short story "La Côte Basque, 1965." It was transparently a fictionalized version of Woodward's story. She'd finally managed to live down her notoriety and create something of a life for herself in Europe by 1975, and the publication could do nothing for her but dredge up all of her worst traumas for a new audience. She died of an apparently purposeful Seconal overdose on October 10, 1975, around the same time the November 1975 issue of Esquire was released.

Sadly, Woodward's two sons both took their own lives as adults.

The final nine years of Capote's life saw him increasingly depend on prescription pills and alcohol. When his friend Joanne Carson found Capote dead in his bed at her home in Los Angeles, his death was thought to have been the cumulative effect of years of hard drug and alcohol abuse rather than the overdose of any particular medicine. Still, he'd spent his final years promising that the full novel Answered Prayers would be finished at any moment. In reality, a completed manuscript has never been found. His last nine years were creatively unproductive. His lonely ending was strikingly similar to Woodward's. 

On Tuesday, January 7th, I listened to this episode of the Most Notorious! true crime podcast.

The guest is author Gary McAvoy. McAvoy's nonfiction book And Every Word Is True explores the theory that Hickok and Smith were hired by an unknown third person to murder Herb Clutter. I ordered it from Barnes and Noble last night. 

So I will be reading more about Truman Capote and In Cold Blood in the near future. 

Bummer January

This is a repost of some previous Pagan Spirits book blog content. It combines the original Bummer January post with the update.

January 3, 2014: Islamist extremists burn the Christian books of Al-Sa'e  Library in Tripoli, Lebanon.

January 5, 2015: Danish martial artist/model/actor Khan Bonfils is rehearsing for a London stage production of Dante’s Inferno when he collapses suddenly. Paramedics are unable to revive him, and the 42-year-old is pronounced dead at the scene.

January 6, 1977: Natalina Maria Vittoria “Dolly” Sinatra, age 79, the mother of singer/actor Frank Sinatra, dies when the private Learjet she’s taking to visit her famous son in Las Vegas crashes into the San Gorgonio Wilderness in southern California. Mrs. Sinatra’s friend Mrs. Anthony Carboni is also killed, along with the jet’s two pilots.

January 7, 2015: Two Islamist extremists target the headquarters of the French satirical magazine Charlie Hebdo in Paris. Twelve people are killed, including five cartoonists and two editors.

January 8, 1970: Actor George Ostroska, playing the lead role in a St. Paul, Minnesota, production of Macbeth, dies of a heart attack at the beginning of the play’s second act. Ostroska is 32 years old.

January 9, 1946: Poet Countee Cullen dies at age 42 of high blood pressure and uremic poisoning (kidney failure).

Countee Cullen in 1927. R. W. Bullock, Public domain, via Wikimedia Commons

January 11, 1879: The Birmingham Central Library in England catches fire and loses about 49,000 of its 50,000 books and other circulating materials.

January 12, 1965: Author Lorraine Hansberry dies of pancreatic cancer at the age of 34.

Lorraine Hansberry, likely at a welcoming event for the African-American Students Foundation in 1959 or 1960. Unknown author, Public domain, via Wikimedia Commons

January 13, 1908: One hundred seventy-one people die as a result of a fire that started during the intermission of a stage play at Rhoads Opera House in Boyertown, Pennsylvania. The audience was in its seats to watch a Magic Lantern show. A Magic Lantern machine was a technology somewhat in between a slide show and a movie projector, with slide-like images that gradually faded into the next image.

The gases used to run the Magic Lantern caught fire after someone knocked over one of the kerosene lamps being used to light the stage. The dead include 170 audience members and one firefighter killed while responding. This tragedy spurs the Pennsylvania state legislature to pass a variety of safety laws governing indoor public spaces.

Incidentally, the playwright of the drama being performed was Harriet Earhart Monroe. Mrs. Monroe was not present, but her sister Della Earhart Meyers was on stage as the narrator or chorus of the drama. Della Earhart Myers was among those who perished. Harriet and Della were the sisters of Samuel Stanton Earhart, who was the father of aviator Amelia Earhart.

January 14, 1898: Mathematician Charles Lutwidge Dodson, who wrote under the name Lewis Carroll, dies of pneumonia while suffering from influenza.

January 14, 1986: Actor Donna Reed dies of pancreatic cancer. She’s been diagnosed with the disease only three months earlier.

January 15, 2018: Limerick, Ireland’s alternative rock band The Cranberries’s lead singer Dolores O'Riordan (no relation to me) dies at age 46 after becoming intoxicated with Champagne and five small bottles of liquor and then accidentally drowning in a London hotel bathtub.

Dolores O'Riordan during a concert with The Cranberries on May 31, 2010. Poudou99, CC BY 3.0, via Wikimedia Commons

January 19, 1729: Restoration-era playwright William Congreve dies of complications from internal injuries he suffered in a September 1728 carriage accident.

January 23, 1943: Algonquin Round Table wit Alexander Woollcott, who regularly performed on the radio, appeared in a panel discussion about Adolph Hitler on CBS Radio. Listeners noticed he was uncharacteristically quiet during the discussion. 

In fact, Woollcott was having a heart attack. He wrote “I am sick” on a pad to paper to let the other participants know he needed medical attention. He died in the hospital a few hours later.

January 26, 2010: Boa Sr, an approximately 65-year-old woman of the Bo people on her mother’s side and the Jeru people on her father’s side, dies. She was the last fluent native speaker of the Aka-Bo language of Andaman and Nicobar Islands, part of India.

January 28, 1856: Robert and Margaret (called Peggy) Garner and their four children, an enslaved family running for their freedom along the Underground Railroad, shelter at the home of free person of color Joseph Kite on the west side of Cincinnati, Ohio. U.S. Marshalls, required by the cruel Fugitive Slave Act to track down escaping enslaved persons, surround Mr. Kite’s home and demand the surrender of the Garner party. 

To their horror, Peggy has attempted to kill her two sons and two daughters rather than seeing them returned to slavery in Kentucky. She’s succeeded in killing her second-youngest child, her 2-year-old daughter Mary. She’d intended to kill her children and then herself; the other three children were wounded but survived. After a trial, the surviving Garners were forced back into enslavement. Peggy Garner’s story became the basis of Toni Morrison’s novel Beloved.

January 28, 1960: African-American folklorist and novelist Zora Neale Hurston dies from heart disease after suffering a stroke.

January 29, 1933: Poet Sara Teasdale overdoses on sleeping pills, an apparent suicide. She is 48 years old.

January 30, 2006: 55-year-old playwright Wendy Wasserstein dies of lymphoma.

January 31, 1957: A Douglas DC-7B aircraft takes off from Santa Monica Airport on a test flight, accompanied by two U.S. Air Force Northrop F-89 Scorpion fighter jets. The role of the jets is to test the DC-7B’s radar capabilities. At 11:18 a.m. local time, one of the Scorpions collides with the DC-7B. The pilot of the Scorpion is killed in the crash; the radar operator ejects from the jet, and despite severe burns and a broken leg, survives. 

All four crew members aboard the DC-7B are killed when the craft crashes, partially into the grounds of Pacoima Congregational Church and partially into the grounds of Pacoima Junior High School, where a boys’ gym class is taking place outdoors. Three students are killed, and approximately 75 students are injured by falling debris. 

Among the witnesses of the mid-air collision is musician Ritchie Valens, 15 years old at the time. Valens himself will die in a plane crash two years and three days later.